Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry FUCK IT January 22, 2003 ~ 12:36 AM Fuck not crying for Noah. I'm gonna go cry my fucking eyes out right now. Fuck it all. I tried, okay? He didn't want me back. He left. He wouldn't even let me hug him and show him how much I love him and how much I'm hurting. Fuck him. I'm over it. Not gonna try any more. Took me a fucking hour to convince him to get up into my room and nothing happened. I can't say that I didn't try. I'll love him forever but I won't try anymore. Not shed any more tears for him? Yeah fucking right. I hope I get lost in the woods in the dark. I did find my glasses, it's a fun story I'll tell you about it again. But I'm gonna be crying anyway so yeah. May as well be completely blind, right? Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .