Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry i miss him so much April 25, 2003 ~ 7:12 PM he's killing me. why can't i stop crying? my parents would be so ashamed of me. it's been two weeks and i'm still crying. still dead inside. how come i don't care anymore how many people i'll hurt when i die? because noah killed me by hurting me. and hurting me and hurting me and hurting me. everyone says that i'll get over it. so they'll get over it. it sucks not loving people anymore. really really weird. if only i could just get another hug from him. maybe it'll make me feel better. make me feel less alone. i'm all by myself. yoshi played the squirrel game for a while but even he left. i'm just so empty. chelsea made peanut butter cookies before she left. i wish i knew where noah is so i could give him some. they are so good and he loves peanut butter cookies. she made them with Skippy so they are extra good. mmm... peanut butter cookies... he'd really love these. he's so totally missing out. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .