Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry GOLD MEMBER May 12, 2003 ~ 5:59 AM hopefully I'll stop seeing those stupid banners that say GOLD! on them cuz god damn I fucking hate those. Paying 31 dollars. for my diary. damn. just felt like it. i can't cancel it either. werd. there's neat stuff that i can do. i'll figure it out and stuff, you know? i wanna read that book that noah gave me about the html... but i'm not gonna. lol. don't ask why... i just can't. get that sick feeling in my stomach. i haven't been able to get up to my house. she hasn't given me the key still and i couldn't get in. so i don't have my prozac. i just went from 40 mg to zero. great. lol. and i'm on my period. and i miss noah. and i miss ben. and i miss abel. and i miss mimi. and i miss... me. how special for me. i'm gonna be a gold member. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .