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~I look like i can't decide if i wanna strangle Trent Kitty or kiss him to death at the moment.
~I am listening to typing sounds... tap tap tap right now.


God, I love this boy so much....

...and my lil kitten Moo, too.

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Fucking Trent Kitty... ARG!!!

July 08, 2003 ~ 2:14 AM

I don't even wanna talk about it right now. I have work tomorrow. But trust me, I have A LOT to say!!


my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:15:23 AM): poke
VEGG1E Kat (1:17:50 AM): ...
VEGG1E Kat (1:17:53 AM): *growl*
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:17:59 AM): whats amatter
VEGG1E Kat (1:18:39 AM): GAH!
VEGG1E Kat (1:18:41 AM): guys suck
VEGG1E Kat (1:18:49 AM): i'll explain after i take my prozac
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:19:04 AM): k
VEGG1E Kat (1:26:45 AM): boy
VEGG1E Kat (1:26:48 AM): in san jose
VEGG1E Kat (1:26:50 AM): sez he loves me
VEGG1E Kat (1:26:54 AM): i love him back
VEGG1E Kat (1:26:56 AM): we wanna meet
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:00 AM): i borrow a car
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:02 AM): i can't find him
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:05 AM): i find him online
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:08 AM): he gets upset with me
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:15 AM): not even apologetic for standing me up
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:23 AM): i get upset
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:29 AM): tell him to sit his ass at home
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:31 AM): and wait for me
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:42 AM): he gets scared {OF ME!!! lol}
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:46 AM): cusses me out
VEGG1E Kat (1:27:53 AM): tells me to throw away his address
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:02 AM): sez that he never watns to meet me
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:02 AM): ever
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:10 AM): i kinda find someone new
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:12 AM): who i don't love
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:15 AM): but could
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:20 AM): but won't ever fall in love with
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:24 AM): now first guy comes back
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:26 AM): apologizes
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:26 AM): is ALL sweet again
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:32 AM): sez that he wants to meet me
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:28:32 AM): you know what, he is prob just some 40 y/o fat guy who is embarased that he used some cute boys pics
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:34 AM): he wants to be with me
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:40 AM): his picture�s liek 3 years old and it�s really not a very good picture
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:41 AM): btw
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:45 AM): well... I think he�s hot...
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:47 AM): personality wise
VEGG1E Kat (1:28:53 AM): and he's definitely 20
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:00 AM): voice on the telephone
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:29:02 AM): how you know?
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:29:04 AM): bah
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:09 AM): he lives with his parents
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:12 AM): i've TALKED TO THEM
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:16 AM): anyway
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:19 AM): now i dunno what to do
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:29:22 AM): dood, thats nothing, i mean someone could look at me and say im deffinatly 16 but im 22
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:23 AM): cuz i've got emmitt
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:26 AM): who's safe
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:32 AM): he won't break my heart
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:39 AM): cuz i'll never fall in love with him
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:44 AM): he'll never make me cry
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:47 AM): he'll treat me good
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:29:52 AM): lol, anyone can break your heart, dont be naive
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:55 AM): =P
VEGG1E Kat (1:29:56 AM): nah
VEGG1E Kat (1:30:10 AM): only a very few ppl can break my heart
VEGG1E Kat (1:30:23 AM): cuz someone can only break my heart if i let them
VEGG1E Kat (1:30:29 AM): and i'm not gonna fall in love with emmitt...
VEGG1E Kat (1:30:36 AM): and then on the other hand
VEGG1E Kat (1:30:39 AM): there's trent
VEGG1E Kat (1:30:41 AM): he's like...
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:30:46 AM): cant controll love my dear, and if you can then its not real love
VEGG1E Kat (1:30:54 AM): awesome... his friends call him kitty... he meows at people
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:09 AM): between talking on the phone
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:13 AM): and IMing
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:17 AM): i've fallen in love with him
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:19 AM): i dunno how
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:20 AM): or why
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:22 AM): but i did
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:25 AM): and i wish i hadn't
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:28 AM): cuz he's hurt my already so much
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:33 AM): but now he sez he wants me again
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:44 AM): and i'm terrified of getting hurt
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:31:46 AM): dunno
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:31:51 AM): guys are trouble =]
VEGG1E Kat (1:31:54 AM): cuz i just barely am over Noah
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:02 AM): BARELY
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:11 AM): trent's been keeping me busy
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:18 AM): giving me something else to cry over at night
my friend Alex frm Oakland (1:32:28 AM): *shrugs*
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:30 AM): so Noah has become a dull ache and Trent a searing pain
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:35 AM): i know you don't care
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:39 AM): but i'm gonna talk a lot
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:42 AM): cuz you ASKED
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:42 AM): lol
VEGG1E Kat (1:32:44 AM): so there

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�MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES�

August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again...

July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol

July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards*

July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo

July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean....

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