Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry Noah sucks. Why do I fucking love him so much? July 15, 2003 ~ 4:01 AM Noah wrote a new diary entry. I want his fucking password!!! Anyone know any good computer hackers? Lol. Meh. Noah is such a fuck ass. Why am I still so very much in love with him? Cuz I'm fucking pathetic. And... my unconditional love, apparently unlike his, is true love. I fall in love with him all over again, and just that much deeper, every time I look at the ocean. Oh yeah, plus I've got pictures of him everywhere. Lol. And my bath towel was his. I have his blanket. I have his pillow in my pillow case. Oh. And he has my heart. I wonder how long it'll take him to realize that ignoring me will not make me stop loving him. Though it does give me a chance to love someone else, not in his place, but in his absence, once I see his picture, or see a BMW, or an armadillo, I'm so in love with him again that I cannot feasibly truly love another. Noah Dekkers. The love of my life. And I'm not dead yet. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .