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Just venting because it hurts so much inside.
August 17, 2003 ~ 10:19 PM
KatLikesStars: meoiw
MattGenuineDraft: hey kitty
KatLikesStars: my hand hurts
KatLikesStars: :-(
MattGenuineDraft: :-(:'(
MattGenuineDraft: no no no
MattGenuineDraft: please tell me u didnt cut them
KatLikesStars: just one hand
KatLikesStars: it hurts
KatLikesStars: owie
KatLikesStars: but murphy is so buying it
KatLikesStars: lol
MattGenuineDraft: oh
MattGenuineDraft: that is good
MattGenuineDraft: i guess
MattGenuineDraft: i hope u didnt cut it to deep
MattGenuineDraft: so
MattGenuineDraft: r u working tommorow
MattGenuineDraft: or is he gonna give u the next few days off
KatLikesStars: i guess i'm not gonna get fired cuz they wanna know if i can go ini have tues off
KatLikesStars: i'm an extra tomorrow
KatLikesStars: and then
KatLikesStars: they have me working CASINO all fucking week after that
KatLikesStars: WHAT THE FUCK
MattGenuineDraft: shit
MattGenuineDraft: fuck them
MattGenuineDraft: tell them
MattGenuineDraft: ur not lending out ur bag
MattGenuineDraft: or if u do
MattGenuineDraft: only carry like 30 dollars
KatLikesStars: I DON'T WANT TO DO IT AT ALL
MattGenuineDraft: and tell the person that u counted it
KatLikesStars: everytime
KatLikesStars: i'm so fucking careful with my money
MattGenuineDraft: and then count it when they get back
MattGenuineDraft: and if the bag is short
KatLikesStars: i've only been there 2 times and both times i mysteriously LOST $100
KatLikesStars: what the fuck
MattGenuineDraft: call the supercisor
MattGenuineDraft: or
KatLikesStars: that's $100
MattGenuineDraft: count the money at the end of the day
MattGenuineDraft: and make sure
KatLikesStars: yeah
KatLikesStars: but i don't get relief
KatLikesStars: we get self breaks there
KatLikesStars: that means something else is happening
KatLikesStars: and i have no idea what the fuck it is
KatLikesStars: i keep my bag in my locker at breaks
KatLikesStars: cept i hafta give someone else my key cuz i usually share the locker with someone else
KatLikesStars: i've never opened
MattGenuineDraft: tell the supervisor to count ur money after teh day
MattGenuineDraft: cuz u think that is cash control
KatLikesStars: i just want another job
KatLikesStars: i don't want to work there at all
MattGenuineDraft: well
KatLikesStars: fuck casino
MattGenuineDraft: put in ur 2 week
MattGenuineDraft: and
KatLikesStars: i'd rather work plush
KatLikesStars: and i hate plush
MattGenuineDraft: then start searching on monday
MattGenuineDraft: or tuesday
MattGenuineDraft: for a new job
MattGenuineDraft: that way ur gonna have enough money for rent
KatLikesStars: i'm gonna start searching as soon as jen leaves
MattGenuineDraft: in 2 months
KatLikesStars: mhmm
MattGenuineDraft: yea
KatLikesStars: i feel sick to my stomach
MattGenuineDraft: since u alredy got this nezt months
MattGenuineDraft: :-(
MattGenuineDraft: y
KatLikesStars: i started crying again once murphy told me that i have casino all week
KatLikesStars: i feel like throwing up
MattGenuineDraft: :-(
KatLikesStars: why the fuck would sylvia do that to me?
MattGenuineDraft: i dont know
KatLikesStars: she's the one who does the scheduling
MattGenuineDraft: ask her if u could switch
KatLikesStars: and she helps sue with the warnings
KatLikesStars: she should know
KatLikesStars: that i can't do casino
MattGenuineDraft: cuz u dont trust other people wiht ur money
KatLikesStars: i don't trust anyone
KatLikesStars: anymore
KatLikesStars: no one there
KatLikesStars: i mean, it could even be sue
KatLikesStars: you know?
KatLikesStars: or some invisible person in cash control that i don't even know
KatLikesStars: or someone who can turn off the cameras and take money
KatLikesStars: someone with access to something as stupid as a little orange tie
MattGenuineDraft: yea
MattGenuineDraft: just
MattGenuineDraft: at the end of the day
MattGenuineDraft: have a supervisor comedown and count ur money
KatLikesStars: matt i don't want to work there at all
MattGenuineDraft: and explain to them y u are doin it
MattGenuineDraft: i know
MattGenuineDraft: but if u cant switch
MattGenuineDraft: just so u dont get fired
KatLikesStars: yeah
KatLikesStars: i don't have a doctors note so they might end up firing me tomorrow anyway
MattGenuineDraft: :-(
KatLikesStars: i mean i'm sure elvira and anilou and sylvia will be there tomorrow
KatLikesStars: and they'll fire me or something
KatLikesStars: murphy might now know anything
MattGenuineDraft: yea
MattGenuineDraft: just try not to worry about it
MattGenuineDraft: do u like this font???
KatLikesStars: it's fine, matt
KatLikesStars: i just though the black and white was too boring
MattGenuineDraft: well
MattGenuineDraft: i like this
MattGenuineDraft: its kinda like the comics in teh sunday paper
MattGenuineDraft: if u ever read the comics
KatLikesStars: i love you
Auto response from MattGenuineDraft: bathroom, be right back
MattGenuineDraft: luv you too kitty
KatLikesStars: did you poo?!@?!
KatLikesStars: lol
MattGenuineDraft: lol
MattGenuineDraft: no
MattGenuineDraft: i got home
MattGenuineDraft: my dad talked about wanting to beat the shit out of andy
MattGenuineDraft: and
MattGenuineDraft: then i went online
KatLikesStars: well tell him he should
KatLikesStars: andy talks so much fucking shit
MattGenuineDraft: he does
MattGenuineDraft: i just tell my dad
MattGenuineDraft: andy is just a bitter bastard
MattGenuineDraft: i know my dad would fuck up andy
MattGenuineDraft: ive seen him fight before
MattGenuineDraft: and damn
MattGenuineDraft: its pretty scary
MattGenuineDraft: and then
MattGenuineDraft: he was just messing with that guy
MattGenuineDraft: he puched him and he flew through a fence and then just like got in his face and the guy coward down
MattGenuineDraft: it was crazy shit
MattGenuineDraft: but
MattGenuineDraft: he said
MattGenuineDraft: if he ever talked to him like that again
KatLikesStars: tell him to come here and kick andy'sass
KatLikesStars: lol
MattGenuineDraft: he would just drive down there
KatLikesStars: cuz andy's making me cry again
KatLikesStars: well iono
KatLikesStars: he's trying to apologize
KatLikesStars: but he's just gonna be mean again in a few weeks
MattGenuineDraft: he always does that
MattGenuineDraft: he is like
MattGenuineDraft: oh i am so sorry
MattGenuineDraft: u fucken idiot
MattGenuineDraft: he doesnt seem to get it
KatLikesStars: you'll be over being a doll and loving me and making me not want to die and then he's gonna call me a pedophile
KatLikesStars: and hate me
KatLikesStars: and be bitter and mean and whate4ver the fuck he does
KatLikesStars: and tell us to fuck off =P
MattGenuineDraft: lol
MattGenuineDraft: he said that to me
MattGenuineDraft: oo
MattGenuineDraft: too
MattGenuineDraft: well
MattGenuineDraft: he was tlaking to jen
KatLikesStars: and then he'll apologize again! =D
MattGenuineDraft: but he told her to tell me to fuck off
MattGenuineDraft: he likes that word
MattGenuineDraft: and he said that to my dad too
KatLikesStars: that's two words, dear
KatLikesStars: lol
KatLikesStars: yeah i guess
MattGenuineDraft: i wsa testing you
MattGenuineDraft: lol
KatLikesStars: i'm sure your dad will love you coming over now
MattGenuineDraft: oh
MattGenuineDraft: i know he would
MattGenuineDraft: sept he is asleep
KatLikesStars: heh
KatLikesStars: i'm so tired of andy and his empty, meaningless apologies.
MattGenuineDraft: prob dreaming of beating ths shit out of him as we speak
KatLikesStars: lol
KatLikesStars: sad
MattGenuineDraft: im not joking
KatLikesStars: andy can really be nice
MattGenuineDraft: when i got home
KatLikesStars: like my parents
MattGenuineDraft: my dad was like
KatLikesStars: my parents can be really nice
MattGenuineDraft: who is thsi fucker
KatLikesStars: my housemate
MattGenuineDraft: what does he look like
MattGenuineDraft: and all this shit
KatLikesStars: send him a pic
KatLikesStars: LOL
MattGenuineDraft: he was pist
MattGenuineDraft: lol
MattGenuineDraft: and the adress
MattGenuineDraft: lol
KatLikesStars: andy's apologies have come to mean as much to me as my mother's after she beats me
KatLikesStars: i know they're just gonna do it again
MattGenuineDraft: yea
KatLikesStars: and then apologize
KatLikesStars: and then do it again
KatLikesStars: and then apologize
KatLikesStars: and then do it again
KatLikesStars: meh
KatLikesStars: cycle
MattGenuineDraft: u should just liek be a bitch to him too
KatLikesStars: i always end up in these abusive situations
KatLikesStars: cept
KatLikesStars: emotional and mental scars don't heal
KatLikesStars: bruises fade away
KatLikesStars: everytime he's nice again. i just wonder "how long will this last" or "i wonder what he's REALLY thinking"
MattGenuineDraft: yea
MattGenuineDraft: u shoudl send him to some friend camp
MattGenuineDraft: or
MattGenuineDraft: something to make him nice
MattGenuineDraft: and not bitter to everyone and everything in teh world
KatLikesStars: i mean he's a nice person sometimes. you've seen him when he's nice
MattGenuineDraft: cuz he seems depressed
KatLikesStars: he is
KatLikesStars: but he doesn't believe in prozac
MattGenuineDraft: well
MattGenuineDraft: he should just hoook an IV of alchol to his vains
MattGenuineDraft: then he would always be happy
MattGenuineDraft: and drunk
KatLikesStars: andyampohl (10:16:10 PM): I don't know why I did that.
KatLikesStars (10:16:29 PM): cuz you hate matt
KatLikesStars (10:16:38 PM): and you don't like that someone else makes me happy?
KatLikesStars (10:16:39 PM): i dunno
KatLikesStars (10:16:44 PM): you have your reasons, andy
KatLikesStars (10:17:00 PM): and i get dragged through the mud
andyampohl (10:17:04 PM): I don't hate Matt.
andyampohl (10:17:14 PM): I will stop.
andyampohl (10:17:18 PM): I have to.
andyampohl (10:17:31 PM): Otherwise. You're never going to like me again.
andyampohl (10:17:54 PM): Give me his e-mail address. Please.
andyampohl (10:18:16 PM): I need to start liking him.
MattGenuineDraft: ok
MattGenuineDraft: atleast he is gonna try
MattGenuineDraft: but i dont know how long he will
MattGenuineDraft: but
MattGenuineDraft: atleast its another start
KatLikesStars: yeah
KatLikesStars: i told him he should just IM you
MattGenuineDraft: well
KatLikesStars: you can give him your email if you wanna
MattGenuineDraft: i blocked him
MattGenuineDraft: cuz
MattGenuineDraft: meh
MattGenuineDraft: i just decieded to
KatLikesStars: oh
KatLikesStars: well unblock him
MattGenuineDraft: but il unblock him
KatLikesStars: thanks, sweetie
KatLikesStars: i just want to let him try
KatLikesStars: maybe he'll start liking you
MattGenuineDraft: ok
MattGenuineDraft: he is officially unblocked
KatLikesStars: thanks, doll
MattGenuineDraft: i have nothing against him
MattGenuineDraft: its just he is so bitter
KatLikesStars: i know. you always try to be nice to him
KatLikesStars: and then when he shoots you don't i feel so bad
KatLikesStars: shoots you *down
MattGenuineDraft: r u goin to that chat room
KatLikesStars: yeah
KatLikesStars: i guess
And here we all enter a chatroom which will not make it onto this diary. =P
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