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I hate the Boardwalk
August 17, 2003 ~ 12:01 AM
SO they are threatening to fire me. They think I'm stealing? They said I was missing $100 dollars from my bag from Casino. AGAIN. I still have no fucking clue how that coulda happened. Cuz I didn't take it. Now they are gonna fire me if I ever do it again. I've never DONE it. How can I stop doing something that I'm not doing in the first place or prevent something I don't know about. So fucking Elvira and Anilou yelled at me and shit. They made me cry. I hate them both. I do. I wish they'd both just melt if I toss water on them or something. They both bitches/witches. Lucky for me I have mah lil sis and my darling Matt to cheer me up. Matt is... awesome. And he loves me. That means so fucking much to me. It's nice being loved. And I do love the kid. I swore I wouldn't fall for him... but it was inevitable. He's just so darned sweet. He'd do anything to make me happy. That makes me very happy. And I guess that's why I love him. Because he makes me happy. And when I want to die... He holds me and tells me that he doesn't want me to. It would make him sad. I wouldn't want to make him sad. That would be awful... making Matt sad. I woke up feeling like shit this morning. That was sucky. I had a horrible migraine and I was lightheaded and dizzy and I couldn't think straight. Like the words I wanted to say would crash together in my head and jumble up. It was scary. When I tried to stand up later on, I would have fallen if Matt hadn't caught me. Couldn't stand. My whole body was weak and it wasn't listening to me. Like I'd tell my arm to move and it wouldn't move until like 30 seconds later. Very very weird. I'm gonna go to the living room now. Watch a movie until like 2 and then go to bed. I love Matt. I'm gonna change all my profiles so I'm not single anymore, though.... hmm... K bye.
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