Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ::sighs woefully:: January 31, 2003 ~ 2:47 AM No religion is going to cure you of your pain Life is a terminal condition And we almost repeat it's aura frame You're still the same Oh how much have you changed? Now you're still the same There aint no drug Thats going to give you another start And there aint no great love That's going To find the missing pieces Of your broken heart You're still the same Oh how much have you changed? Now you're still the same You're following yourself Into an empty space There is nobody else Left in your hiding place ~Joseph Arthur Don't think we're going to Wisconsin anymore. Noah changed his mind I think... I was all looking forward to it. Eesh. He was serious, it wasn't wishful thinking on my part. Wishful thinking is that we would actually go through with it. He's got financial security here. If I had financial security, I prolly wouldn't wanna go anywhere either. Oh wellz. It's okay. We're okay. We are good. Very much so. I shall give him his space next week so long as he loves me tonight and tomorrow. I'll miss him... for some weird reason I think he'll still come to see me. {Maybe cuz he loves me?} I don't care what he thinks he knows, I would still marry him. That doesn't mean that I'll through a tantrum if he never proposes, just means I would. If he broke up with me though, I would throw a tantrum. I find it inconceivable for two people to love each other so much and not be together. If he broke up with me I'll have a lot of trouble forgiving. Iono. Stuff. I should get back to studying. I'm thinking that sometime while Noah is having his own time I'm gonna go search for the duckies. And feed them bread since I can't find any raccoons anymore. I just hope I don't fall into the water. Not like I can drown. I just don't wanna be soggy. But I think that if a baby can drown in a bucket of water, I can drown in a pond. Lol. It'll be fun anyway. If the duckies will have me there. I can't take rejection from animals... that just hurts. K. Back to it. I will pass my calculus midterm. And I'll get a B or above for Chem. {HOPEFULLY!!!!} Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .