Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry why couldn't it have been someone else? June 15, 2002 ~ 11:03 PM I keep on remembering when I was with Orlando this evening and I was in his arms, he told me "God, you feel so good." It sounded so nice to hear. It was beautiful. But I kept on wondering how it would sound coming from someone else's mouth while I was in someone else's arms. I'm still horny as all heck but that thought has definitely told me that I want more than sexual satisfication. Three names flitted through my mind... Jon Kuzma, Jaeson Munro, and Michael Sindelar. I would give anything to be in the arms of someone I truly care for and truly adore. To hear them tell me that I feel so good and kiss me. I guess I'm back to square one: settling for what I can get since I'll never get what I truly want. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .