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convo with scott. these are always frustrating & interesting
January 22, 2003 ~ 5:21 PM
Stgn1066: u there?
Auto response from VEGG1E Kat: I NEED MY FUCKING GLASSES!!!! >:o
VEGG1E Kat: yeah
Stgn1066: r u in need of love?
Stgn1066: (and/or affection?)
VEGG1E Kat: i am fine
VEGG1E Kat: noah needs love
VEGG1E Kat: he's really sad
Stgn1066: awww
VEGG1E Kat: i'm sadder. he just doesn't know it.
Stgn1066: well, i dont know what to say
Stgn1066: ah
VEGG1E Kat: but i'm not gonna break down anymore
Stgn1066: good
Stgn1066: have u broken up before?
Stgn1066: kat?
Stgn1066: kat, u there?
Stgn1066: well, brb
VEGG1E Kat: i've never really officially broken up with him before
VEGG1E Kat: it was for like 6 minutes
VEGG1E Kat: and then i couldn't stand my breaking my own heart
VEGG1E Kat: and i went back to him
VEGG1E Kat: and i couldn't believe he took me back
Stgn1066: ah
Stgn1066: i see
Stgn1066: well, tonight, i had a walk with a really cute girl
Stgn1066: (i dont know if u want to hear about it though)
VEGG1E Kat: why not?
VEGG1E Kat: who is it?
Stgn1066: i dont know
Stgn1066: she is a girl from cowell
Stgn1066: she is really cute and virginal
Auto response from VEGG1E Kat: someone is knocking
Stgn1066: i think it is really strong of u to accept that u and noah arent together
Stgn1066: i know u were strong
Stgn1066: i trusted u in that aspect and all aspects
Stgn1066: again, good luck to u and i know that happiness will be on your doorstep soon
Stgn1066: ;-)
Stgn1066: back
VEGG1E Kat: yes
VEGG1E Kat: i do need to talk to Noah though
Stgn1066: hey
VEGG1E Kat: I finally got him in here
Stgn1066: ok
Stgn1066: yeah
Stgn1066: go ahead
Stgn1066: u cool w/ him?
Stgn1066: r u cool with him now?
Stgn1066: kat?
Stgn1066: u there?
Auto response from VEGG1E Kat: talking to noah who;s fucking high
Stgn1066: u there, my dear?
Auto response from VEGG1E Kat: talking to noah who;s fucking high
Stgn1066: Kat, r u ok?
Auto response from VEGG1E Kat: talking to noah who;s fucking high
Stgn1066: i read your diary
Stgn1066: u poor girl
Stgn1066: i hope u r ok
Stgn1066: Kat?
Stgn1066: u there?
Stgn1066: Kat?
Auto response from VEGG1E Kat: talking to noah who;s fucking high
Stgn1066: u there, my dear?
Stgn1066: Kat?
Auto response from VEGG1E Kat: talking to noah who;s fucking high
Stgn1066: kat?
Stgn1066: u there?
Stgn1066: kat?
Auto response from VEGG1E Kat: talking to noah who;s fucking high
Stgn1066: u there?
Stgn1066: (sorry)
Stgn1066 signed off at 2:20:52 AM.
Stgn1066 signed on at 11:03:11 AM.
Stgn1066 signed off at 11:38:17 AM.
Stgn1066 signed on at 11:43:57 AM.
Stgn1066: hey there
Stgn1066: kat?
VEGG1E Kat: yeah?
Stgn1066: u r ok?
Stgn1066: (or, better yet, how r u?)
VEGG1E Kat: i am relatively fine
Stgn1066: good, good
Stgn1066: would u like to talk about it at all?
Stgn1066: (sorry)
VEGG1E Kat: here, lemme tell you what i just told my sister
Stgn1066: ok
Stgn1066: (if u r ok with that)
VEGG1E Kat: VEGG1E Kat: he told me he was gonna give me a second chance
VEGG1E Kat: that he was gonna trust me
XlamationPoint: and you took it why?
VEGG1E Kat: cuz he was gonna give me the password for his diary
VEGG1E Kat: which was the trust issue int he first place
XlamationPoint: uh huh
VEGG1E Kat: i think he only sed it cuz he wanted to get into my room
Stgn1066: ah
VEGG1E Kat: VEGG1E Kat: cuz i wanted to kill myself
Stgn1066: so i take it he is still like yesterday?
Stgn1066: shit, cat
Stgn1066: Kat
VEGG1E Kat: XlamationPoint: hahaha
XlamationPoint: he says you're a couple again
Stgn1066: dont think of that
Stgn1066: so, r u still a couple?
VEGG1E Kat: VEGG1E Kat: yeah
VEGG1E Kat: and he just informed me that he's not gonna give me his password
VEGG1E Kat: which is what started everything in the first place
VEGG1E Kat: what a frekkin dolt
VEGG1E Kat: so yeah.
VEGG1E Kat: i was in his room and i just left
Stgn1066: wait, so r u a couple still?
VEGG1E Kat: that's about it
VEGG1E Kat: we're a couple again,
VEGG1E Kat: correct,
Stgn1066: ah
Stgn1066: i see
Stgn1066: oh well
VEGG1E Kat: but the reason why i broke up with him in the first place apparently still stands
Stgn1066: ah
VEGG1E Kat: which i didn't think it did
Stgn1066: so why r'nt u still broken up?
VEGG1E Kat: cuz last night he told me he would give me a second chance
Stgn1066: didnt he already
Stgn1066: and u did nothing wrong
Stgn1066: it was his fault
Stgn1066: he reacted like a shit
Stgn1066: (sorry)
VEGG1E Kat: I gave you my password to his diary
VEGG1E Kat: that was wrong
VEGG1E Kat: it just hurts me so much that he won't get over that and just let go
Stgn1066: yeah, but he shouldnt have gone ape-shit
Stgn1066: he put his diary on the INTERNET
Stgn1066: that is an open invitation to have it read
Stgn1066: if he didnt think that, he is an idiot
VEGG1E Kat: nah
Stgn1066: (sorry, but its true)
VEGG1E Kat: he put a password on it
VEGG1E Kat: cuz he only wanted to let me and peter read it
Stgn1066: easily hacked into
VEGG1E Kat: i just wish you could forgive me
VEGG1E Kat: and give me a new password
Stgn1066: he could have easily passed around a real diary
VEGG1E Kat: no
VEGG1E Kat: it's easier online
VEGG1E Kat: i can read it on my time
Stgn1066: ehh
Stgn1066: yeah
VEGG1E Kat: he can write in it in his time
Stgn1066: oh well
VEGG1E Kat: yeah
Stgn1066: i dont know
VEGG1E Kat: yeah you do
VEGG1E Kat: it's so much easier
Stgn1066: i think he is still an ass
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: he's not
VEGG1E Kat: well even if he is
VEGG1E Kat: I love him.
Stgn1066: he put u through all this crap and u dont see it
VEGG1E Kat: I see it
VEGG1E Kat: I wanted to kill myself last night.
Stgn1066: christ
VEGG1E Kat: But he pulled me out of it
Stgn1066: Kat, u need a NORMAL bf
VEGG1E Kat: By standing outside my window in the rain begging me to let him in
Stgn1066: hey, i stood outside your window hoping u wouldnt jump
VEGG1E Kat: I know
Stgn1066: (that night u wrote u were)
VEGG1E Kat: Thank you so much for that
Stgn1066: hell, and i dont even love u
VEGG1E Kat: Oh, thanks
Stgn1066: sorry
Stgn1066: i meant it to sound better than that
Stgn1066: well, Kat, i would want to see u with a normal guy, a guy without problems of his own, so all he has to focus on is u
VEGG1E Kat: That
VEGG1E Kat: would be very selfish of me
Stgn1066: no
VEGG1E Kat: yes
Stgn1066: it would be the right thing to do
Stgn1066: he would care for u
VEGG1E Kat: I hardly deserve what Noah's doing for me now
Stgn1066: and, as well, u could care for him
Stgn1066: no, u deserve more
Stgn1066: i know this to be true
VEGG1E Kat: We just went to eat at the Taqueria
VEGG1E Kat: And he's got CHEMISTRY HOMEOWRK
Stgn1066: yeah, what about it
VEGG1E Kat: He chose me over chem homework
VEGG1E Kat: first time I think
VEGG1E Kat: Progress
Stgn1066: a FIRST
Stgn1066: shit
Stgn1066: i still hate the bastard
VEGG1E Kat: It's due in an hour
Stgn1066: oh well
Stgn1066: i have had enough of this drama
Stgn1066: u dont need him
Stgn1066: u need someone better
Stgn1066: i dont know what else to say
Stgn1066: i told u before and i'll tell u again...
Stgn1066: give me a week (maybe even 3 days) and u would like me more than noah
Stgn1066: oh well
VEGG1E Kat: I love you as a friend
Stgn1066: ehh
VEGG1E Kat: and plus, I thought you didn't want to date me anymore!
VEGG1E Kat: ;-)
Stgn1066: i can give u the attention/affection u deserve (and need)
Stgn1066: i dont want to date u
VEGG1E Kat: Well see there
Stgn1066: i just want u to see how another (better) man could be
VEGG1E Kat: Your heart wouldn't be in it though
VEGG1E Kat: and that matters a lot
VEGG1E Kat: Noah's given me his heart
Stgn1066: i could put it there
Stgn1066: i need a girl
VEGG1E Kat: He told me that he'll always be mine
Stgn1066: and i would love to give my heart to someone
VEGG1E Kat: But not this one. You need a girl. Not someone with major emotional baggage
Stgn1066: ehhh
Stgn1066: we all have baggage
VEGG1E Kat: You shouldnt' give your heart to anyone who'll accept it
Stgn1066: (i have alot already)
Stgn1066: yeah
VEGG1E Kat: give it to "the one"
Stgn1066: ehh
VEGG1E Kat: there's someone out there who will make u forget about everything else
Stgn1066: well, i dont know when she will come
VEGG1E Kat: So be patient
Stgn1066: (nor do i know if she will be good in bed)
VEGG1E Kat: And wait
Stgn1066: (i suck)
VEGG1E Kat: LOL
VEGG1E Kat: How do you know?
VEGG1E Kat: You've never tried
VEGG1E Kat: It's not hard at all
Stgn1066: hah
Stgn1066: not for u
Stgn1066: (sorry)
Stgn1066: (its just that u r so hot u'd give a dog a bone)
Stgn1066: (tee hee)
VEGG1E Kat: hahahahahhaha
VEGG1E Kat: LOL
Stgn1066: (sorry, that was a crude joke)
VEGG1E Kat: they do tend to chase me around at times
Stgn1066: (i wont tell u what u do to me)
Stgn1066: (;-))
Stgn1066: (sorry, again. i am crude)
VEGG1E Kat: wut
Stgn1066: nothing
Stgn1066: (nothing i want to say)
VEGG1E Kat: I wasn't with you long enough to do anything to you
VEGG1E Kat: lol
Stgn1066: hah
Stgn1066: (my imagination is quite extensive)
VEGG1E Kat: LOL
Stgn1066: (but lets leave it at that)
Stgn1066: ;-)
VEGG1E Kat: Oh yes, I have a writer on my hands
Stgn1066: do u want him in your hands?
Stgn1066: (heh, i suck, sorry)
VEGG1E Kat: Lol.
VEGG1E Kat: He's fun
VEGG1E Kat: Talented
Stgn1066: who is that?
VEGG1E Kat: Good friend
Stgn1066: who be this "friend"?
VEGG1E Kat: My boyfriend does not like to write
VEGG1E Kat: Oh, I don't know
Stgn1066: ahh
VEGG1E Kat: some boy I met at a bus stop once
Stgn1066: well, writers are good lovers i hear
Stgn1066: (big pencils)
Stgn1066: ;-)
Stgn1066: (again, i am crude)
Stgn1066: well, i dont know what else to say
Stgn1066: r u there?
Stgn1066: kat?
Stgn1066: allo?
VEGG1E Kat: sorry
VEGG1E Kat: discussion with my sister
Stgn1066: ah
VEGG1E Kat: was occupied
Stgn1066: its ok
Stgn1066: ehh
Stgn1066: i do need a girl, though
Stgn1066: i met one yesterday
Stgn1066: but she is VERY virginal
Stgn1066: (i think i may have told u, i dont know)
VEGG1E Kat: yes but I was distressed and paid little attention
Stgn1066: ah
VEGG1E Kat: what is her name?
Stgn1066: Christine
VEGG1E Kat: and what is wrong with virginal
VEGG1E Kat: lol
Stgn1066: nothing
VEGG1E Kat: I used to be virginal once, you know...
Stgn1066: i just need "some"
Stgn1066: yeah
VEGG1E Kat: that is horrible
VEGG1E Kat: go party then
Stgn1066: i know
Stgn1066: ehhh
VEGG1E Kat: and have sex with some drunk girl
Stgn1066: i dont like one night stands or drunkards
Stgn1066: i like my women smart
Stgn1066: who can stand up on their own
Stgn1066: (and can make me "stand up" on my own)
Stgn1066: (again, i am a crude bastard)
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: yes
VEGG1E Kat: bastard
VEGG1E Kat: I think I shall publish this in my diary
Stgn1066: oh well
VEGG1E Kat: this conversation
VEGG1E Kat: very entertaining
Stgn1066: so, i am a bit horny
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: guys tend to get as much
Stgn1066: go burn me
VEGG1E Kat: as such
VEGG1E Kat: what?
VEGG1E Kat: burn you
Stgn1066: i dont know
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: I
VEGG1E Kat: am
VEGG1E Kat: always
VEGG1E Kat: horny
VEGG1E Kat: lol
Stgn1066: hah
Stgn1066: i like u already
Stgn1066: oh, if only...
Stgn1066: noah IS A BASTARD!
VEGG1E Kat: but you think Noah is a bastard
VEGG1E Kat: oh wait
VEGG1E Kat: that wasn't connected
VEGG1E Kat: jk
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: he's not
VEGG1E Kat: he's a sweetheart
Stgn1066: ah
VEGG1E Kat: he just has trust issues
Stgn1066: i see
Stgn1066: (sweetheart means bastard now)
VEGG1E Kat: and tends to "change his mind" a lot... cuz he won't admit he lies
Stgn1066: yeah
VEGG1E Kat: that's horrible
Stgn1066: i dont lie
VEGG1E Kat: I'd like to think that i'm a sweetheart
Stgn1066: i know i am
VEGG1E Kat: maybe I'm a sweetart
VEGG1E Kat: i'm eating those right now
Stgn1066: ah
Stgn1066: i see
VEGG1E Kat: they say "kiss me" "hug me" and "love ya" and stuff on them
Stgn1066: when u r done, want to eat me?
VEGG1E Kat: very colorful
VEGG1E Kat: i like
Stgn1066: (i suck!)
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: i suck at times too
Stgn1066: u like?
Stgn1066: oooo
Stgn1066: baby
Stgn1066: please
VEGG1E Kat: hahahahhahaha
VEGG1E Kat: not you
Stgn1066: give me five minutes, i will be there
VEGG1E Kat: {sorry}
Stgn1066: ehhh
Stgn1066: damn
VEGG1E Kat: lol
Stgn1066: (now can i beat the crap out of your bf)
VEGG1E Kat: horny little... sweetheart
VEGG1E Kat: Oy vey
VEGG1E Kat: He's not gonna talk to you
Stgn1066: yeah
VEGG1E Kat: Plus I would never give you the permission to beat him up
Stgn1066: i offered to pay him 10dollars to talk to me
VEGG1E Kat: even when I wanted to die because of him last night
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: offer him 20
Stgn1066: i might
VEGG1E Kat: too bad he has you blocked, huh
VEGG1E Kat: lol
Stgn1066: yeah
VEGG1E Kat: you need a different screen name
Stgn1066: i offered him money
Stgn1066: or to fight me
Stgn1066: i was gonna let him beat the crap out of me
Stgn1066: (cuz i am a passivist)
VEGG1E Kat: Honey, Noah's father is a doctor. Money doesn't do anything for him.
VEGG1E Kat: He is too
VEGG1E Kat: He was gonna let you beat the crap outta him
Stgn1066: he is a weakling
VEGG1E Kat: He told me
Stgn1066: not a passivist
Stgn1066: ehh
VEGG1E Kat: Lol. No he just doesn't like to fight
Stgn1066: nor do i
VEGG1E Kat: He was gonna let you do everything
VEGG1E Kat: And just concentrate on standing
Stgn1066: but he made me SOOOO mad
Stgn1066: hey, if that was the case, i would do someone...
Stgn1066: well, i am really crude now
Stgn1066: (sorry)
VEGG1E Kat: horn-dog!
VEGG1E Kat: lol
Stgn1066: sorry
VEGG1E Kat: I must depart
Stgn1066: ok
VEGG1E Kat: I have a section
Stgn1066: ok
Stgn1066: good time
Stgn1066: or, good bye
Stgn1066: what section is this?
Stgn1066: (please be in Merrill)
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: no cowell
Stgn1066: ah
Stgn1066: well, u r welcome to come up and see me
VEGG1E Kat: i have no clue where you are
VEGG1E Kat: if it weren't for Noah i'd get lost going to the taqueria
Stgn1066: Gandhi-Kahlo
Stgn1066: near the taqueria
Stgn1066: i can wave u to where i am if u want to see my room
Stgn1066: (it is a nice room, too)
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: dammit
VEGG1E Kat: i'm late
Stgn1066: ooo
Stgn1066: go, go
Stgn1066: i dont want to be the bane of your lateness
VEGG1E Kat: lol
VEGG1E Kat: you already are
VEGG1E Kat: =P
Stgn1066: well then
Stgn1066: well, take up my offer in Merrill
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