Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry eepers... March 18, 2004 ~ 6:07 PM It is so hard finding a job. I'm nicer than most people and no one will hire me. I had someone tell me the other day that the service at Fresh Choice is shitty now and they miss people like me who actually took care of the customers. HA! Fresh Choice's loss. I'm just a people person. Why are all these non-smiling, non-helpful, non-courteous people so much more EMPLOYED than me?!?!?! ARG!!! Matt says "nigger" too much. It's rubbing off on me and I HATE IT. Awful racist word. Sometimes he drives me crazy with his racism and sexism and homophobia and stereotypes. SO CLOSED MINDED. So sad. He is such a sweet beautiful boy and yet his is a biased bigot's mind. Typical average American male jock. A bit superficial sometimes but meh... His thing with my hair being too short and not letting me cut it. I won't, of course. Even though it tickles me and I eat it and it's falling out and it impedes my sight and it bugs the shit out of me at times... =P I love him so much. Dammit. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .