Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry -Note to Matt- May 06, 2004 ~ 10:11 PM ok.. kat asked me (jen) to write an entry in her diary stating my opinion on this whole matt situation. apparently his parents have read what kat has said about his immaturity and are pretty offended. well.. note to matt: you ARE immature. sorry if youre in denial, but its kind of an obvious thing. and who said it was even a bad trait? every teenage guy your age is immature. its normal. whats to be offended about? so what if you have a lot of growing up to do? everyone does in some way. if you really dont believe that youre immature.. let me spell it out for you: 1) when your social status at school matters more to you than your girlfriend's life, youre immature. i hope youre happy she nearly died because of you, matt. because it sure as hell seemed like you were asking for that. 2) when she repeatedly tells you that she loves you and doesnt care about noah and just wants to be with YOU, but you still cant get passed your god damn jealousy, youre immature. 3) "MattGenuineDraft: that if you really loved me you would have blocked him out of your life" ok you know what? thats not really immaturity. i'll give you that. its just ignorance. can you not accept the fact that yes, she has an ex-boyfriend, and yes she wants to be friends with him. does kat try to cut all of YOUR friends out of your life, mr. popular? no. you wouldnt like that very much, would you, matt? well guess what, buddy... kat used to have a lot of friends too. probably more than you do yourself. but you in your selfishness and jealousy have cut each and every one of them out of her life. why? because you wanted her for yourself. do you know how lonely she felt all the time? do you have any idea how hard it was for kat so sit at home by herself waiting for you to come and see her? no. you dont. because unlike kat, you still have your friends. your friends who you oftentimes put before kat. you think she treats you badly, matt? as she pampers you and does anything and everything in her power to make you happy? as you treat her like a servant? as you conjur up these idiotic rules for her to follow while youre apart, but you go and break almost every single rule yourself? get the fuck over yourself. YOU treat HER badly. but she loves you unconditionally. so you forgives you EVERY FUCKING TIME you neglect her, whether you deserve it or not. but despite everything, here you are ripping her heart out, dicing it up, and feeding it to your dog. way to go, matt. hell yes you love her.. i totally see it now. why the fuck did i ever doubt you? why did i ever disapprove of your getting married? what was i thinking? do i seem a little bitter, matt? a little biased? yeah, maybe i am. to tell you the truth, i really dont like you very much right now (just incase you couldnt tell.) how would you like to be woken up at 4 in the morning by your sister who had been bleeding uncontrollably a minute before? bawling her eyes out, not to mention. oh yeah.. and on the brink of passing out from blood loss. fuck you, matt. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .