Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ouch April 14, 2003 ~ 11:05 PM he took his schedule out of my calendar. i mean, i know where his classes are already. most of them anyway. i was planning on one day surprising him right after he got out of class. run up and hug him to death. i feel sick again. so sick to my stomach. it's painful. i feel like throwing up. why would he do that? why is he doing any of this... i just don't understand. my parents are coming up to visit me cuz they know i'm hurting. they do love me. they just are... them. so i still can't really love them. i love noah more everyday, though. i miss him so much. i feel so sick. just earlier i was thinking about writing in my diary about how good it felt to laugh. how glad i was to have met Grace. she's gonna rent the room to me. so i'm set. etc.. and now this. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .