Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry Noah calls.... April 23, 2004 ~ 2:38 PM It as really weird to hear Noah's voice again. He called me today at work. I suppose I am not as unaffected by him as I'd like to be cuz my heart jumped when I saw his name on my cell phone screen and my insides felt all soft when I heard his voice. I keep wishing that I'm over him. I think I am. But really, does love like that ever go away? I think it can fade with time but deep down inside it's still there. I just wanna be friends with him now. Nobody really believes me... but Noah truly is an amazing person. I really want him in my life. I miss talking to him. I miss someone who sees things on the same level as me. I love Matt to death but he's so closed minded... and he doesn't care. He knows he is... That's so frustrating. Noah and I can really talk. Mer. I dunno why he called. But I'm not spose to take personal calls at work so I told him to call me later. I wonder if he will. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .