330 call April 24, 2004 ~ 4:20 PM Noah called me at 3:26 AM. We talked til his phone died at like 3:50 and then he used his roomates phone and we talked until like 6 i think... or 7. It was weird. I think that me and him can really be friends. That makes me happy. Our conversation last night was less closure and more... iono... enlightning. It was good for me. Talking to him made me realize he's not as lost and I was fearing he'd be. He's letting me be happy; letting me be with Matt. Something about wanting me to be happy. Wanting me to thrive. Thriving is a problem when I hate where I am. Damn my mother. She is so... ugh. I'm not even gonna go into it. I'm doing a good job of avoiding her. As much as I can considering I'm always at home and so is she. I'll get through it, though. Making money and such. Yay. *sigh* I'm gonna get outta here if it's the last thing I do. ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... |