Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry yay for self hatred! May 25, 2004 ~ 3:10 PM God it hurts SO fucking much. When he is hurting. When he is upset. I'm even worse. Knowing that I DID IT TO HIM. So fucked up. I shouldn't have been so fucking scared... As if I didn't have enough reasons to hate myself. I'm hurting the most important person in the world to me. I AM A BAD PERSON. I figure... I get another 4 months and 24 days to express teenage angst... and then I'll be 20... so I can't do it anymore... SO yeah... I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .