Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry poor spiders September 17, 2003 ~ 4:18 PM I juss tried to take out my anger and frustration at myself on the spiders that have made a home in my patio. You shoulda seen them run for their lives. It was funny. I still feel like shit. But yeah. I hosed down every single spider web that was in my patio. And there were A LOT. On the plants, rafters, walls, fence. Ugh. Everywhere. Some of the webs were beautiful. Some were... not. I killed all of the webs regardless. And I must admit, I looked damned cute doing so. I am still hating myself though... Hmm... what else could I DESTROY? =P Lol. A peanut butter sandwich. I'm gonna go abolish a peanut butter sandwich. Hopefully I'll feel better. And hopefully... he'll call. And the bridge will stop burning. And I'll stop feeling trapped and vulnerable and ... terrified. Last Entry - Next Entry - Newest Entry ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~ �MY 5 MOST RECENT ENTRIES� August 02, 2004 [3:29 AM] - Took the HELL test again... July 29, 2004 [3:57 AM] - Forgiveness... Meh. Lol July 28, 2004 [4:54 PM] - Emotional Limbo... *bends over backwards* July 28, 2004 [1:29 PM] - the miracle of Moo July 28, 2004 [3:05 AM] - The sound of the ocean.... .