June 09, 2004 - He loves me. I don' t think anyone believes me. But it's okay cuz I BELIEVE ME.
June 09, 2004 - i hate everything is a piece of shit. cept matt... and a few choice ppl...
June 08, 2004 - fragile disillusions
June 08, 2004 - Blood, sweat, and bruises...
June 07, 2004 - I'm crying right now...
June 07, 2004 - Each day the sun sets into the west her heart sinks lower in her chest....
June 06, 2004 - Matt talked to me. I'm A LOT calmer now.
June 06, 2004 - Friends or not?
June 05, 2004 - "Go kill yourself you psycho bitch" - Matt
June 04, 2004 - He's doing it again... I guess I fucked up again...
June 04, 2004 - And this whole time I thought I was a cat... I guess I'm a birdie... According to Jake, anyway...
June 03, 2004 - Tears fall down my face; the taste is nothing new....
June 02, 2004 - 46.5 hours of paradise...
June 01, 2004 - Watch out for me and Nikki, man... We're COMING
May 28, 2004 - Oh wow, am I ever lame... Lol..
May 28, 2004 - Random tears born of a constant pain....
May 25, 2004 - "Wow, Kat... there is no one on this earth more devoted than you." - Matty Umstead
May 25, 2004 - yay for self hatred!
May 24, 2004 - *scratches head* ... can't think of a subject, I'm pretty all over the place tonight.. heh
May 23, 2004 - Convo with Jon
May 21, 2004 - hopefulnessless
May 21, 2004 - Feelin a lil better...
May 20, 2004 - promises n such
May 20, 2004 - I love Matt.... so so so so so so much....
May 19, 2004 - And for the first time in 2 months... I feel pretty... =]
May 16, 2004 - OMG Kat, this is SO your song!! Listen to it!!! - Jen
May 15, 2004 - I NEED A FUCKING GUN
May 15, 2004 - SOMEBODY GET ME A GUN
May 13, 2004 - he talked to me on AIM!!!
May 11, 2004 - Eternity... is such a long time.
May 10, 2004 - He loves me, Dammit. He's gotta.
May 10, 2004 - *yay* for ppl who make me feel better
May 10, 2004 - Oh-so pathetically desperate flower yo-yo contraption...
May 10, 2004 - affirmations...
May 09, 2004 - He loves me, he loves me not... he wants to fuck me!
May 07, 2004 - Madman knows that me and Matt are right. Why doesn't Matt?
May 07, 2004 - checks and balances
May 07, 2004 - my pathetic email to matt
May 07, 2004 - *sir, I'd like to put my heart and my entire life on FAITH please*
May 06, 2004 - -Note to Matt-
May 06, 2004 - My paper heart will bleed... Be with me, I beseech you.
May 06, 2004 - Botched suicide
May 05, 2004 - short but sweet...
May 04, 2004 - Tripping all over these memories. Trying not to fall.
May 04, 2004 - star-shaped Post-It notes
May 02, 2004 - pickin at my nifty scars....
May 02, 2004 - somebody make the pain go away....
May 02, 2004 - KARMA
April 26, 2004 - Reality hits once again. Rediscovering forever never is forever at all.
April 24, 2004 - 330 call
April 24, 2004 - blood on my arm
April 23, 2004 - Noah calls....
April 22, 2004 - I am so fucking self centered.
April 17, 2004 - OMFG Noah unblocked me. {that was a play on my old sn... was that clever? lol... jk jk.}
April 15, 2004 - He loves me; he loves me not.
April 13, 2004 - About Costa Rica
April 09, 2004 - Fleas and such...
April 09, 2004 - the expected nightmare
April 08, 2004 - back in hell. great.
March 18, 2004 - eepers...
March 16, 2004 - Dictated by Kat, Typed By Rough
January 24, 2004 - I'M ALIVE!!!
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